Quoted from grey rabbit

I've decided I can't wait for something like this, as lovely as it sounds. I think I'm meant to be alone for now, to figure out how to take care of me, by myself, on my own, ouch-it's not easy.

I think of you often Seraffa, and I really hope you find a better job soon. I'm glad you are better than you were 6 months ago. Try this for a free yoga program! http://gainfitness.com/login

Thanks, Rabbit! *putting all thread info on NotePad*

Well, you deserve a medal for working so hard.  Hopefully it's only for a season in your life.  And maybe you'll get a little relief in the future.  It does seem like you're handling it well though. And anytime we work for 10 hours, on our feet, being busy, etc, we might have some pain in our life.  When we're younger, it's a whole lot easier to deal with.  But then our bodies start to not be so spry after a certain age.  I'm guessing that's how it all goes.  

I'll say a prayer for strength and peace for you.  And maybe a new job situation.