Today is a happy day! Today two years ago I married my Hans. How quickly time passes when one is happy.
For me this time of the year around Christmas, is always a time of reflection. What happened this year and how did it affect me? And more important: how did I deal with it? Happy things are easy to cope with. I had good news in September when my gyno called me stating that the uterus tissue examined was 100% okay! After two years of treatments and control visits this news was great! Not until next September I am expected back..

Other parts of my life are not that easy to cope with. The wish to see my children more frequently has partly been realized. I see my eldest daughter on a regular basis. We enjoy eachother’s company and rebuild our contact cautiously. For my son and youngest daughter to make contact with me is still difficult. Motherhood has many faces.. But my children are healthy, and building their lives in jobs and relationships. This pleases me and makes me so proud as a mom! But the invisible presence of my kids in my life, is challenging..
As Khalil Gibran stated: the source of your unhappiness now, was once the source of happiness in your life.. So true.. Happiness and unhappiness equal debaters in my life. Who grabs the microphone more frequently to state his views? ’Happiness’ or ‘Unhappiness’? I often say to myself that I am blessed. Becoming a mother of three healthy children was a major life-changing, happy event! Getting to know the BTD and thus have the power and knowledge to master my health was another important momentum in my life I happily incorporated.
Becoming a foodtherapist and coach in order to help other people is energizing and such a joy! Meeting the guy I am now married with, was an unexpected present bestowed on me.. Life has many presents in stock for all of us once you dare to make choices and go for it.. Life must be lived up in the sky and down on earth.

My wish for all of you is be kind to yourself and your loved ones and acknowledge and count your blessings, because there are many..