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5 days ago I was dreading the thought of another sinus infection or headache, as they had become all too common for me. I wanted to stay in bed, though that doesn't really fix either problem. I then had the following conversation with myself:
"You, know, there was a time when I went 9 years without a sinus infection or needing any antibiotics for anything... I had energy, perfect skin, no pains, and rarely had any headaches. Not to mention that I looked great."
Both voices in my head knew the answer, but it finally sank in and turned into determination. Here's what happened:
I discovered BTD in 1999, when I was in my 20s and struggling with lots of health problems, including weight. After 4 months of
considering it, I gave it a gradual try, with noticeable improvements at each step. I lost weight and felt great. After multiple health problems, I was finally free of sinus infections, low immunity, joint pain, moderate depression, and such. I went on to have 9 years without any need for antibiotics or medications of any kind except thyroid medicine, which I was able to reduce. I felt better as I neared 30 than I had at 19.
I lost 35 pounds, then had my first child. I gain a lot of weight during pregnancy, so once my first child was one, I kicked up my compliance and lost 40 pounds, getting thinner than before the pregnancy. I also did the secretor test through the mail and turned out non-secretor. Even though something had gone wrong with the test and I now know I'm a secretor, the non-secretor diet got me off gluten, so it was another great improvement. My oldest was diagnosed with celiac disease at age 2, and though it was too late for me to get all the tests, I'm sure I have it too. So I've been gluten free since then, about 2004. Then I had my second child, and the pregnancy forced me to be very compliant, as I became even more lectin sensitive during that time. From 1999 until the birth of my second child, my body enforced the rules of BTD by getting very ill if I ate avoids or any excess of certain food groups.
After 2005, my body relaxed a bit, and I no longer noticed pain or problems after eating wrong. I also discovered a burgeoning gluten free section at every grocery store with lots of yummy gluten free foods, most of which were not BTD compatible. Combine that with stress of raising two children who both were developing some health issues of their own, as well as other life stresses, and I started making bad choices with my food and started yo-yo-ing, more up than down on weight. My motivation was lacking, and I had no solid personal goals to take care of myself. My brain still understood and soaked up info on BTD, but most of the time, my choices didn't follow....for. eight. years.
Now I weigh 30 pounds more than I did either other time I started losing weight, so I need to lose 70 pounds. Even though I don't get sick right after eating avoids, I've been sick and tired.
On that day 5 days ago, my heart changed and I've been very compliant since then. I've already lost 5 pounds! I don't feel counting calories is a great way to diet, but I have been tracking what I've been eating with the myfitnesspal app. It was good the first few days because my hunger always increases at first. Now I find it is decreasing and I have to make sure I get enough calories to keep my metabolism up. Once I figure all that out, I will probably continue using it as a food diary and I can plan tomorrow's meals by entering them in today, so that works out for planning.
As I cleaned out my refrigerator, there were many times I had to ask "REALLY?" and "What was I thinking?" I honestly wonder who bought some of that stuff and where I was when it was bought, but have a vague memory of being the one who bought it and planned to eat it.
I have remained gluten free through it all. It is easy to eat wrong while eating gluten free, especially if you like to try every new gluten free product that comes on the market! There is sure a lot more to choose from than there was in 1999, when whatever you could find tasted horrible, so why bother. My health is still pretty good, better than it was before 1999. My cholesterol tests and everything have remained good, which is somewhat of a surprise, I suppose wheat had really messed things up for me.
Thanks for sticking with my blogs, and joining me on this new chapter. I'll be posting recipes, ideas, allowable shortcuts, etc. This is going to be a good year.